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![]() Well after being really discouraged and out of time the other night I stayed up until about 4am and finished the plumbing and fixed added valves to the input and output of the closed loop pump (Thank you Untamed for noticing that).
I was going to bed and thought I would go see my Stars and Stripes Puffer, "Crush", as I do every night. I couldn't find him. I looked all over the tank and finally found him in the PVC cave he usually sleeps in but he was not moving. Turned on the lights to find that Crush had passed away. I have no idea what happened, he was his usual playful, energetic self just hours earlier. This has been absolutely devastating. I did not end up sleeping at all the other night. I tested the water MANY MANY times trying to figure it out but found nothing out of the ordinary. Nothing has changed in his tank that I can find. I checked him all over and there were no marks on him. His eyes looked fine and same with his gills. I have never had a fish just die on me and I still can't believe he is gone ![]() Crush was an incredible companion for the year I had him and he will be very, very missed. Its already weird to not see him come to the glass everytime you pass his tank and spit for food. Its so sad too that he died the night his tank was pretty much ready to go. Anyways, really not sure whats going to happen now. Tank is ready for water testing but I just have not had any motivation for a few days now to even bother. My fiance wants me to keep going with setting it up and get my porcupine and eel in there but I am now seriously considering selling them and taking a break. Crush really was like family to us and its been so hard to see him go... Sorry about the length of that. Its just been very upsetting. |
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![]() I'm so sorry to hear that.
I know how you feel (well, we probably all do, at some point). Take some time to grieve but press forward. You'll likely have more regrets about ending it on a note like that than if you kept with it.
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-- Tony My next hobby will be flooding my basement while repeatedly banging my head against a brick wall and tearing up $100 bills. Whee! |
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![]() That's so sad, sorry.
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![]() Dang GSP, I am sorry to hear that, but like delphinus said, Take a breather, then come back. You know youll kick yourselff if you dont.
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Thanks to all you guys for the support. I really do wish I knew what happened though. I guess it doesnt matter but I can't help but feel I did something wrong, just can't think of what it could have been. |
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![]() Oh man sorry to hear about Crush.
Im glad your sticking with it J |
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I guess my fiance and I will rethink the sticking of this tank now but most likely it will be the same just with one less. Maybe just the Porcupine and eel. My fiance has always wanted a Dogface Puffer but I do not think I want another Puffer. Jason I was just checking out your Tank Blog and man that FTS is gorgeous! What a beautiful tank! I was actually just out in Ladner last weekend, I should have seen if you had a few minutes to show it to me. Maybe next time. Last edited by GreenSpottedPuffer; 11-13-2007 at 05:51 AM. |
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![]() Well I was just looking through old pictures of Crush back in the big tank and thought I would post a few...
He looks so little in these pics! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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![]() Thanks. I have lost fish in the past of course but its never felt like this. None of them were quite as personable as this guy or really connected with me like he did.
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