Ryan
I don't think anyone on here wants to see you fail,thats why we keep on you about proper ways to do things.If you pick just one thing instead of many and stick to it and take it slow.Show that you can keep a basic reef for awhile with no changes and then we can go from there with helping you set up something more (a few harder corals,anemonie,etc..)
There is alot of knowledge on this board,and its all free
